So today is pretty good. I had a melt down last night but overall I think I'm taking this pretty well. I know I'm taking it better than Johnny. I feel so bad that he is hurting so much.... I know he will be happy eventually though. I have had so much help from my friends and family and they have all been so nice. Here are some of the most inspiring words I've heard the last two days from the one I love most.
Hillary: "No worries Hay, in five years you will laugh at this whole thing because you'll be with your true soul mate...David Cook. And I will be with Jason Castro"
Mom: "You seem so far away and yet, you are always in my thoughts. I'm sorry things didn't work out at Johnny's just because it was so painful for you and for him I am sure. It doesn't sound like he was home much and that had to be very lonely for you. He seems sincere in his love for you; but, perhaps your right, it just doesn't work for a number of reasons."
Chandler: "Johnny added me on myspace and it freaked me out, I thought he was gonna yell at me. Pet my baby goat and you will feel better"
Jenny: "Ya live and learn eh?"
Dad: "Sometimes you have to just go with your gut. There is nothing wrong with that sweetheart. Wanna brownie?"
Stevie: "Happiness is within yourself and no one else. If your not happy with someone then your better off being happy by yourself. Stop worrying about how he is gonna feel, take care of yourself first kid!"
Andrew: "You deserve someone who makes you laugh harder than your stupid Chuck Norris jokes. It has to be to the point that you want to pee because that's how you are Haley. You need a funny guy."
Lyna: "What you did was very hard :( You need to be proud of it and have fun!"
Anyways, thanks for all the support. It really helps a lot! With all the things i've done and choices I've made that were sometimes stupid I think I'd be pretty messed up without my friends and family who support me through everything and love me no matter what. love you guys
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Gotta Have The Ones I Love
Posted by haLey at 10:53 AM
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So true- all of it! Life teaches us stuff and God molds us until finally you're this.. amazing... wise... totally wacked out crazy messed up nut-job. Yeah, that's pretty much how I feel. But, I'm happy :)
The best advice I've ever been given in tough times is to focus my energies on serving someone else. It totally works and soon you really do get the perspective that you were lacking. Not to mention the satisfaction of doing something meaningful.
This time of life (that you're in) is so tough because its ALL ABOUT YOU - and it should be. However, it makes it easier to lose sight of the bigger picture. In my experience, the bigger picture is much easier to see in the smallest moments when I'm not so focused on myself!
I wish we could go and get pedicures together every month! JAZZY- style :) Every time I look at my deformed, pale orange painted toes, I think of you... ;)
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